Hiya i'm new on here been havin a read for a while and love the honesty of you people!!
I have 2 DS's 4yrs and 6mths had a bad experience with PND have been medicated and attand a wonderful support group in my local area and am learning to control my depression alot better although things keep cropping up whch is life i suppose.
My youngest DS has been recently in hosp with a UTI leaving him with kidney damage and lots and lots of medical appointments to attend and us to juggle a toddler and school and everyday life around this which we do without question although it's hard.
This week my grandad who has been ill for while is in hospital we have been told their is nothing can be done and is just a matter of time before he passes away, i am really struggling to deal with ths i just don't feel like their is anymore of me to go round so i have asked that i am made aware when he passes away as don't feel i can go to the hospital i am just not strong enough for the emotions of it all AIBU? Should i just put my feelings aside and deal with it head on? My DH has had alot of loss in his life and he is currently at the hosp with my family making me feel so guilty and selfish for not being there but i just don't want to watch some one die? Is this selfish?
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cliremum2jack · 25/10/2011 20:04
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