Which is what I should have done. But I decided to try and support myself, thinking that I would only have to do what I did a few times (which I did). But once you're in it, it's very easy for it to pull you in for longer.
I used to think, well if I do it for maybe a couple of weeks more I wont have to worry about money for a while.
When I got back to a rational way of thinking I stopped it immediately.
And you're right it was extreme, and the wrong with to do.
If I had a daughter and I found out she was doing it, no matter what her age I would lock her in the bloody house and refuse to let her out! People will judge me for that by saying it would be her own choice, but I would do anything to make sure none of my children ended up with the mental scars I have ended up with.