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I've always found women VERY attractive. Love different parts of the female anatomy and am really drawn to them, think about them while having sex etc etc (I often find myself thinking of having sex with a woman with me as the man but even if not fantasising about being the man in sex I will have thoughts about breasts etc - they are what turn me on, not fantasising about sex WITH man).
am married with two kids. don't have sex much with DH. used to be bothered about this but not so much anymore.
am growing and developing as a woman (am 40 now and on bit of voyage of self-discovery, in very local, limited, non-shirly valentine way ) and am finding that I find most men a bit, well, childish I suppose (of course there are exceptions). Also DH admitted a minor (he says) infidelity to me about a year ago and I suppose have lost quite a bit of respect for him as a result.
so, am thinking maybe am not quite strictly hetero. Not sure what I would do if I decide am not but suppose am just sort of interested at present as it never really occurred to me before.
insights/thoughts/shared experiences welcome
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not sure where to post this - wondering about my sexuality...
howtoknow · 22/06/2009 16:51
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