Everything has been so hard lately, I don’t know where else to turn.
I’d been seeing a lovely man for about 6 months, everything was going really well. I felt like it was going to be a long term thing and he felt the same. I’d been through some stress and ended up taking it out on him and he broke up with me.
I’ve turned into a horrible person trying to apologise to him and get him to change his mind. Harassing him so much he’s ended up blocking me on everything so I can’t get in touch with him anymore. I just want to explain and apologise to him.
I feel like I’ve reached breaking point. I have no friends, they all slowly drifted away because I have a long term illness. My mum has never really cared about me. She doesn’t ask how I am just has a go at me for feeling down and I always feel like everything I do is never good enough for her and that I’m a massive let down to her.
I have no one I can talk to. If I talk to my mum she just tells me to get on with it and stop bringing everyone else down. The man I was seeing was the only person in years who I’ve felt like I had someone who actually cared about me. I’m feeling so desperate to get him back because I don’t have anyone else and I don’t feel like I can carry on feeling like this. But I can’t talk to him now either and I don’t know what else to do.
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CareBearBrunch · 12/09/2020 06:53
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