Approximately 3 years ago I was sexually assaulted by one of my DP's good friends.
I haven't told anyone. I don't know exactly why. Fear of not being believed. Because it's one of his best friends and he will be heartbroken. Because I was drunk and feel guilty about that. I've felt all of those at one point.
Most of the time I can put it to the back of my mind, but I have periods of intense anger (today triggered by over hearing a bunch of men accusing the women in the Epstein case of "being liars, out for the money") where I can barely keep it in.
I've had no contact with DP's friend since that night. And I never will again, it was the first time I had met him.
I'm not exactly sure what I'm asking for from MN, but DP is due back from a weekend away late tonight and I'm pretty sure blurting it out when he walks through the door is not the best idea.
Why do I feel so guilty?
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Sexual Assault - don't know if I should tell DP
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Gobolino80 · 22/09/2019 19:11
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