dh and I have been together for about 25 years, married for 22. Eldest child has left home now, and youngest is in the last couple of years of school. Complicated situation with us both working, him long hours, me on long shifts, and add an elderly parent with huge care needs and you get the picture.
We very rarely get time together, partly because of work, and partly because I’ve suffered from depression for years and tend to be a loner when I’m low.
We haven’t had sex in 5+years, and to be fair to him, he’s never bugged me about it. It sounds terrible but the thought of him in a sexual way does absolutely nothing for me. We are affectionate and hug, but that’s as far as it goes.
We haven’t been on holiday together for several years, he goes with his friends and I go with mine.
We do have vastly different backgrounds, and I feel it’s really starting to show now-he’s quite happy to have a quiet night at home, and whilst I’m no party animal, I want to do things like go to theatre etc. I know if I asked him he would go, but I also know he’d get nothing out of it and rather not be there.
We have a lovely home, and things are finally starting to ease a bit financially. We pretty much share the same sense of humour, we don’t argue and have much the same goals for retirement etc
I don’t want to end the marriage, but I don’t know if in my late 40s I can spend the rest of my life like this.
Has anyone else managed to carry on living like this?
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Lost the spark years ago-can you live without it?
JudgeRindersMinder · 27/11/2018 18:56
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