Found out last night that DP of six years cheated on me for the first year of our relationship.
No concrete proof of physical stuff, but lots and lots of very flirtatious and loaded messages. Also they arranged to meet up in secret at times when he told me he was elsewhere. She was an old ex girlfriend.
I'm not stupid. I know that they probably slept together. And I'm proceeding on the assumption that they did.
The beginning of our relationship was a bit weird. I met him within six months of his ex walking out on him so he was in a fragile place emotionally. He also had (still has!) a then two year old daughter.
So we took it really slowly. I'd never been with a man with children before, so I took his lead and let him set the pace. If it'd been up to me I'd have moved things along faster but was happy to give it proper time.
He was often distant. Treated me well, no drama or histrionics, but was never fully 'there' if you see what I mean?
I put it down to dealing with the break up of his family and dealing with being a single dad and taking time to heal. After a year or so, I started to get frustrated with this emotional distance and some things started not to fit right. Nothing I could put my finger on, but just general cageyness and the excuse of healing from his break up was starting to wear thin. Also I had an accidental pregnancy and subsequent miscarriage and he was very detached about it. Told me the day after it happened that he 'didn't love me the way I wanted him to'. Was quite callous actually.
For some reason I didn't do a runner at that point. And then not long after, things really improved. We moved in together, decided to try for a baby have been happy since and the rest is history.
I'm now pregnant with our second child.
I'm gutted and devastated. I don't know what to do. He's away with work this week so I'm on my own and freaking out. I feel like our whole relationship is based on a lie.
I confronted him straight away and he jumped on the defensive. Pulled out the classic script - minimising, denying, only admitting to what I definitely knew. Cunt.
He says it was only flirtation. 'She was always just a friend', it never went further, she asked him to be with her and he turned her down because he knew by then that I was 'the one'. Blah blah blah.
There are so many holes in that, I'm sure you can all see them for yourselves. Why wait until she propositioned him to call and end to the 'friendly flirtation' being one massive hole to start with.
My hunch is that she called things off and then he stuck with me by default.
This is longer than I intended. I just don't know what I should do next.
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LooksLikeItsMyTurn · 05/06/2016 09:05
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