I love this person with all my heart but it's a long distance relationship with children involved and several other things that make it more tangly than mumsnetters would ever believe.
I've tried to do it a few times but this person is my best friend and I'm holding onto stupid pipe dreams and unrealistic goals just to be able to hope.
But I'm here putting my tree up and crying because I know we will never do this together, as a couple and it hurts so much.
But I don't want to let go of the little that I have right now because it's my everything. I'm in so much emotional pain. But I think a quick chop would be less.painful than this ongoing pretend world we have right now.
I just don't know how to cut off the only thing in my life that makes me happy :(
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How do you break up with someone you love?
WhatBecomes · 01/12/2015 16:39
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