Just watched a film about a 14 year old girl groomed over the internet and then raped. It's bought back memories of all the scrapes I got into as a teenager that have affected me all the way into adulthood (43 now). The parents in the film were so present and caring. I can't get my head round how shit my parents were at a time in my life when I needed them most. They divorced when I was 12 and there was no love or care after that - was left to get on with it (my mum had nothing left for us after work and her boyfriend). I floundered around depressed, got into drugs, got pregnant, had a couple of incidents with guys that I can't bring myself to think about now - basically got myself into an absolute state (weighed 5 stone at one point) and got no help or compassion from my family. I don't get it, I just don't. I will never forgive them for it. Nowadays it's all happy families, like the chronic neglect never happened. Most of all I hate myself for sinking so low. Am I wrong to blame (my mum mostly) or should I just accept that I am responsible for what I did? I would die rather than see either of my dss that unhappy. I just don't understand it.
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No parental care as a teenager: haunts me still
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