Complicated story so I will simplify as much as possible.
I had a relationship which broke down. We had a son together, split up when he was 18 months old but got back together after 18 months and went on to get married. I will call this man bob.
During the time Bob and I were separated I had another relationship with a man who I will call Roger. Roger and I were very on and off as he was a serial cheat.
One of the times we broke I had a very drunken wild weekend and has sex with Roger, Bob and another ex who I will call Henry. This was all in one weekend. I'm not proud of myself but I was on the pill and I was young (20) and stupid.
Soon after I realised I was pregnant. Went yo the doctor and from the dates given thought I had conceived whilst on holiday with Roger (two weeks prior to the crazy weekend).
Because we were very on/off Roger understandably wanted a dna test once the child was born. I agreed but was convinced that he was the father because I thought I had conceived on holiday. Bob and Henry both asked if the child was theirs and I said no.
Bob comes to look after our child whilst I am in hospital having m new baby. I was in for three days. Bob asks me to give things another go and I agree so he just never leaves. Roger by this point has another girlfriend and doesn't speak to me. He does the dna test and the baby is not his.
I confess to Bob at this point that I had my dates mixed up and there is a chance the baby is his or Henrys. Henry lives hundreds of miles away with his partner (who he cheated on with me during our ons. Bob decides the baby is his and it is never mentioned again until we split up 3 years later. He says just once that she isn't his anyway. He later apologised and it was never mentioned again. This was 3.5 years ago.
So dd is now 6, sees bob regularly and adores her dad. Every so often I do wonder if he is her dad but they love each other and Henry is married to the partner he cheated on with me, they have a daughter and another on the way.
Friday night my sister and I were discussing the possibility of Henry being dd's dad and we looked at pictures of his daughter on Facebook. The resemblance to my daughter is quite striking.
So do I tell him he could possibly be her dad? I think that is the right thing to do but it could blow his life apart.
If he decided to be involved it would upset things between dd and the dad she adores. Bob would be gutted because although he knows there is a chance he has his head truly in the sand.
I know this mess is my own fault and I should have been honest with him in the first place but I genuinely believed that she was Rogers and then I didn't know what to do after that. I just want to forget everything and carry on as we are.
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MrsDiesel · 29/06/2014 06:27
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