My DC prefer my 'D'H and I can see why. I'm angry, resentful and paranoid. This is all directed at him but it's while the children are there and it's 50% of the time.
I'm stressed all the time and even small things he does make me really mad. We argue/bicker almost constantly. He rarely gets angry so it's me who gets upset, shouty & generally horrid. To the children it looks like I'm always shouty (which I am) to daddy & he's done nothing wrong.
He's started a new job where he's away a lot and the children really miss him. When he's back, I'm the nanny, cook, maid & night nurse but no one cares about me. I miss him too & when he's not here I like him again.
I would like to not be this way. I'd like to be jokey & laid back. Not badger H over everything he does wrong (or doesn't do) and not let him get me so angry. I have started anti depressants and upped my dosage but this is still happening. What else can I do? It's breaking my heart.
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