I have been with my husband for 20 years and married for 11 of those. In the last 2.5 years, since our son and was born, which also correlates to a huge amount of effort in remodelling/ updating our house, he has become physically and emotionally abusive; pushing me against walls, pulling punches, shouting when I've caused accidental damage, this also happens if he believes I am shouting in the porch ( I think I'm talking at normal levels). He has, on a couple of occasions thrown chocolate bars/ketchup at me if I've bought the wrong type of food. He constantly swears even though I have asked him, pretty much on a daily basis not to ( he doesn't swear in every sentence at work!). I can't remember the last time he said he loved me,and when I do something he doesn't like he mostly tells me I'm a stupid f##king retard/ bitch/ slag and at times a c##t. Unfortunately our son has witnessed some of this.
Last Saturday when I spoke during a recording of a video he was making of our son ( he was pretending to have his favourite biscuit to get him to walk back to the car and I said not to lie as we didn't have it with us)when he had asked me to be quiet he got out of the car and walked towards me pushing in the ignition key into my tummy saying he told me to be quiet. I managed to get away and he feigned concern ( there must have been people in the car park) and when he reached me he called me a slag. When back in the car he punched me in the arm a few times and pressed his fist up to my chin; this was while he was driving.
We stopped for fuel and my little boy asked ' what's the matter mummy' and 'did daddy hit you?'. After this I've pretty much made up my mind and to leave but I am feeling so guilty.
He acts as if nothing has happened. He never acknowledges or apologises for what he's done. I'm co concerned that he might start treating our son as badly as he will refer to him as a ' little shit/ bastard'.
However, he isn't well and has ongoing health problems which aren't yet fully diagnosed. If I go he will have have no one to help him through this as his immediate family are more screwed up than he is.
I'm not sure if I should stay to help him through his illness ( I don't know how long it will be) or if I should just abandon him - I wasn't planning on telling him I'm leaving because I'm not sure of the reaction.
Are there any views on how I should deal with this?
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should his health issues stop me from leaving?
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ladypippins · 14/04/2013 00:50
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