For the last twelve-ish years I have had a minimal (emails, birthday cards) relationship with my mother, who is a narcissist and a trouble-maker. I am happy with my reasons for breaking contact - it was to do with putting my mental health first so I could bring up my daughters in peace.
From time to time, I think...but she is my mother, I love her, this can't go on for ever etc... And usually just as I am thinking that I should re-establish contact, I hear from one or other of my two brothers about the horrendous trouble she makes for them and their wives and families, and it always confirms to me that I did the right thing.
However, my wonderful daughters are grown up now (so can't use needing to be in a good state for their sakes anymore), and I have moved to the West Country (most of family in SE), and my mother will be 70 soon.
I was wondering whether it might be worth going to whatever birthday 'do' my brothers will arrange for her....
Is this just pointless? I think I am realistic about the fact that she is just like this and will NEVER change, so I am not hoping she will have turned into the mother we'd have all liked to have or anything like that. It's just that I find it hard to accept that this state of affairs will go on for ever and that she will one day die and that I will not have seen her.
Being a mother myself, I could not allow such a thing to occur between myself and my daughters and would go to the ends of the earth to make relations good between us. Thankfully my relationship with my now adult daughters is just beautiful and no-one is afraid of anyone else and we are all able to be ourselves etc, so I have never had to repair it because it has never been broken. I'm trying to say that, in my mother's position I would have been heartbroken.
At the moment our relationship consists of infrequent but friendly emails and birthday cards. Once I stood up to her, she realised I would not be bullied anymore and basically didn't want anything to do with me. I think she has also been more comfortable with this distance between us.
Any thoughts?
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Any relationship possible with narcissistic mother?
ScarletWomanoftheVillage · 24/11/2012 12:09
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