Ever since I met DP he has 90% been great and optimistic about our future but 10% of the time he'd chuck in a bit of negativity such as "oh it's all moving a bit fast" or "I don't want to tell too many people about us incase it doesn't work out" etc etc
This really made me paranoid and insecure. I'd be all loved up and happy and then he'd say something to suggest that actually - we wasn't going to last.
I spoke to him about it, told him how it made me feel. He saw how it made me feel. He saw how it started eating me up not knowing what was going on and he would reassure me that we were fine, he was just a natural born worrier. But it made ME worry constantly.
Anyway - moving on - this weekend we're sat in a pub, had a few to drink and he said "ooo it's all moving a bit fast isn't it? it's scary really, it's all happening too soon isn't it?" and a lightblub flicked on in my head. He was watching me for a reaction - I saw it for the first time, body language - he was doing it on purpose. For this reason I just shrugged and said "maybe, what will be will be, not going to stress myself over it, life is too short!" and he seemed REALLY shocked by this. He followed it up with "oh, I should really arrange for you to meet my mum - but it's too soon isn't it, I mean, I don't know you THAT well, it could all end next week". Now this pissed me off because I've just let him meet my kids and he says he doesn't know me well enough to let me meet his mother??? but I could literally see he was doing it on purpose, looking for a reaction. So again I shrugged and said "yeah well, I'll leave that with you, whatever!" and smiled. He seemed confused and then started going on about how we should seriously consider living together next year.
So, I'm right arn't I - he's doing the whole "negative vibes" on purpose isn't he? does he enjoy my insecurity? why else would he do it??
Or have I got it wrong and he genuinely does question us being together? but if this is the case, why the follow up conversation about living together?
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Epiphany!! he's doing it on purpose!! but why??
Epiphanic · 30/09/2012 16:44
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