Just found out I'm pregnant again! Should be over the moon, right? But I'm bricking it! Last month, had my 8th miscarriage and although really pleased to have fallen straight away, I'm really scared of losing another.
I'm now 42, had my youngest at 40. Feel fit and healthy, but can't stop worrying.
Felt 'pg' two weeks ago and was poas daily after! I'm addicted to tests and skint! Only yesterday did a FRER show a faint line, really thought I wasn't. Now after 4 more faint lines, still not convinced.
Not sure of when to date this pregnancy by, as started bleeding and began miscarrying on 2nd march but didn't get a negative pg test until 3-4 days later.
I know this is an essay, but just need some reassurance and lots of prayers and positive thoughts from other mums/mums to be out there.
Feel like this is my last shot, clock is ticking loudly and really want this baby.
Thanks for your support and understanding. Xx🦋
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3 babies 8 miscarriages now on 12th pregnancy!
Pixie106 · 01/04/2017 12:29
Sorry for your losses 
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It might help to join here Staying posifrickentive- Thread 15 for ladies pg after mc www.mumsnet.com/Talk/pregnancy/2869952-Staying-posifrickentive-Thread-15-for-ladies-pg-after-mc
I can understand your feelings. I have had just one miscarriage at 13 weeks and that was hard. I can't imagine how difficult it is after 8.
I am now 29 weeks and the anxiety does fade, I promise.
Good luck and congratulations.
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