I have just come back from my 20 week scan and have found out that I am having a boy. I already have a son and I was really hoping that this was a girl - I can't explain why, but I just really wanted a daughter.
I feel so so guilty about feeling this way, especially as the baby appears healthy, but I just can't help the way I feel. I don't want to feel like this, but I have cried all the way home from the hospital and still in tears now.
I think it is perhaps the fact that this is my second child, and I always only wanted two children, so I feel that this was my "last chance" and now I will never be mum to a girl.
I know that on paper this looks incredibly selfish, but I honestly can't get my head around this so please don't give me a hard time as I feel really bad as it is.
Has anyone else been in the same boat?
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notanotherboy · 23/10/2012 10:56
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