LO today 27 days old...
yesterday was my first "really" bad day with him...he was crying and I was trying to make sure he had a bigger gap between meals (he feeds every two hours since birth!)
so i suddenly saw myself getting pretty angry at him and raising my voice with questions like "what is wrong with you?"
so i thought ok calm down and go in kitchen and sterilise bottles for half an hour
hearing him wailing next door meant he wasn't hurting himself etc and was fine except for the crying (he was not hot/cold and had clean nappy i add)
did i do the wrong thing to go away and let him cry for half an hour while i collected myslef together again??
my mom told me babies who are in a crying fit (yes he was in one) can suffer form oxygen depravation!
argh!! she does constsntly critisie my ways but did i really do some damage to him???
do other mumsnet folk leave LOs for a bit
i am always there for him when he cries but surely once or twice I am allowed to vent my tears and anger...esp since not had a break since the birth!
today i look at him in a different light - sometimes thinking "you are truly gorgeous" - othertimes - "my oh my i have got years of this ahead!"
argh!!!
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bumbly · 16/08/2007 09:15
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PeterDuck ·
16/08/2007 09:50
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