had my first baby this year. She is 7 months. I have delayed having children (I'm 35 but married 7 years) because I was terrified of being a mum. The thought of never having any time to myself again, feeling down when I've another wee person to care for. Unfortunately it's all came true. I love my daughter so much but most days I just feel sad and anxious. The days seem so long. I'm trying to do the best I can but my life now has changed forever and I'm struggling. Not having any time to myself. I sit terrified while she sleeps just waiting for her to wake, praying I can cope when she does hoping I'll know what she wants and how to do it. My husband works days and I watch the clock waiting for him to come home. If he's delayed or has other things on I go into sheer panic mode. He's been great and does more than his fair share but still I feel I'm failing and almost like I'm babysitting until he can take her and do it right. The thought that I will not ever adjust and continue to feel like this is scares me so much. All I want is to be a good mummy and to relax and enjoy my beautiful daughter. I hope someday soon I can.
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WarmestRegards ·
12/12/2017 21:31
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