4 weeks ago, I got my first BFP. Went to the GP who confirmed I was nearly 4 weeks pg. Felt tired/ravenous all the time; about a week ago my breasts suddenly got very tender/sore.
Fast forward to yesterday, 6 wks on the dot. While at work (in a hospital) I started bleeding - sorry if TMI, but was brown-ish blood. I was concerned, so I spoke to the sister in charge and she sent me to A&E to get checked out. After a quick triage, sample and a 2 hour wait, I get called through to be told that they tested my sample, and it was negative. They tested again, negative. That was it - I was sent straight home. No offer of anything; just told DH to look after me.
This morning I have woken to quite bad period pain and a light AF. This time with alot of clotting and red blood.
I just don't understand why, or how this happened. How can a test say Positive, then Negative 4 weeks later??? Why has this happened to me, and am I wrong in being upset/sad? Was I ever pregnant in the first place? Have I just had a delayed period? I never had any morning sickness or nausea, and I felt pregnant - but I obviously wasn't. I'm so confused, and feel like a complete and utter failiure - but there are so many other women out there who go through much worse than I have. This just so shitty. I don't know what I'm hoping to achieve from writing this post but I need to get this down somewhere and I don't know what else to do.
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monkeybutt · 12/07/2012 09:24
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