hiya, am a pirate feline in another incarnation.
I swear I don't know how to live with this feeling that he really was my only true love. And he was, and I was his. Anyone who knew us thought the same. It's this deep sadnees I cannot shift. Am not depressed, the pills take care of that! I function, I am happy in so many ways. I just miss him. He is married again, and I have recently found out what they did, what they said to one another ontheir day. It's killing me, I didn't think I would mind, but I do. It's like I want to shout 'FAKER', it feels like nothing makes sense.
I hope I am not losing the plot quietly, inside. I try to deal with my feelings, but I can't fix the fact he has gone. I feel so extremely sad.
As tho, even if i met someone else one day,no man, not even tho most perfect on paper person could make me feel better.
It makes me want tpput huge amount of pysical mileage between us, and start again somehwere else. I would really appreciate any replies, even tho this subject is hard to answer too. x
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will I ever get over him, cos this feeling is shite, and sad.
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IDidntRaiseAThief · 21/06/2009 10:55
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