Things are really stressfull at the moment. Last few days all ive done is cry. Its been over stupid things. I just cant cope with anything!
Ive been back to my GP today and she thinks it could be coz Im bleeding so heavy. I cant talk any higher a dose of AD's but at the moment sometimes i feel like i could take the whole packet.
Im sick of having to force myself to get out of bed in the mornings, I just want to stay there all day. When i am up i sit on the computer all day or watching telly. I dont do house work and Ive stopped cooking proper meals. Kids are living off chicken nuggets and sandwiches. Sometimes i lie in bed and think all i do is shout at my kids and wonder if they are better off without me. I dont play with them or anything anymore just let them get on playing themselves and they can make as much mess as they like.
Just to refreh you Im alone with the boys 3 and 4.5 and they are very hard to handle. But at the moment they rnt being too much trouble just now but the fighting doesnt help me.
Sounds stupid but everytime i tell some1 about this i feel a little bit better.
Well for those of you who are still with me thank you for reading to the end.
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Louise1980 · 10/08/2005 20:36
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