I had my assesment today, it all went OK but was terrifying.
I've waited 6 months for it only to be told at the end theres another 6 months waiting list to actually DO anything now
I was given a load of sheets to fill in, like Homework and the woman is going to call me fortnightly to see how I am.
I feel like I have waited long enough, I thought this was it, me getting help, and now I'm waiting again.
I completly freaked out on way home too as I bumped into hubby and he had let my sister take DS2 for a walk.
I just lost it and cried because I was so scared.
He was fine, but I knew that really.
Then I read all that stuff today about that psycho and all those poor people getting shot and now I feel terrified, like it could happen to us too.
I know its stupid and unlikely but everything I'm scred of is.
We have a 'fete' tomorrow and now I'm thinking we shouldn't go incase a nutter targets it
Yes I realise how ridiculous I sound and Yes I will go, I will.
But I'm sick of not being normal, rational.
I think I'm going to go to the GP and ask for tablets.
I've been against them for years but I can't continue like this.
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Disenchanted3 · 02/06/2010 19:21
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