I am 29 weeks pregnant and feeling very low. I've suffered from depression in the past (when my parents split up and when my dad was diagnosed with cancer)and both times been put on Fluxotine which I felt really helped. It made me feel normal again and more balanced.
Over the last few weeks I've felt myself getting really anxious and stressed again. Its not been an easy time at the minute, baby wasn't planned, I've only been with my partener for a year and a half. We have now had to sell both our flats (in the recession) and buy a new house big enough for baby. My dad's cancer has gotten worse and he's now gone blind in one eye and in general things have just been a nightmare since I found out I was pregnant. I feel constantly guilty about being so stressed and worry that the baby will be born really anxious and unsettled.
To top it all off now I'm having doubts about my relationship. I love dp very much but have never had a good track record with relationships in the past. I worry that we have rushed into things and that he might not be the one? We are due to move into the new house in the next few days and I'm seriously wondering if its what I really want. It breaks my heart because I know he loves me so much, why don't I feel the same way? Is it because I'm depressed or should I have listened to my instincts a while ago and got out of this? I'm so muddled up. I just want someone to tell me this is normal and the feeling will come back after the baby is born and things settle down a bit.
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Before the baby blues??
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goldie11 · 18/08/2008 11:13
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