I am so low at the moment.
I have a decision to make regarding my job and i need to know by monday.I don't know what to do? every time i think about it my stomach turns.
I have been so stressed over it and i cracked today when my parents arrived at lunchtime to collect my dc to take them out.I felt like i hadn't had a minute head space and my parents were asking me lots of things when they could see i was stressed so i got worked up and my mum suggested i needed to see a GP as i "obviously wasn't coping again" so i shouted and she had a right go at me which culminated with me saying something nasty which cut deep with her so she hit me.My dc were present when all this went on.I told my parents that i wanted them to go as they had made me feel even worse and that the dc stayed with me.
If i had somewhere to run to now i would go.
Everyone would be better off without me as i only upset everyone.
And i am such a failure as a mother it is untrue i am slowly screwing my kids heads up.
I know that my eldest (aged 6)hates me already.
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Bigfatfailure · 29/09/2007 22:02
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