I didn't realise I had it till this morning so joined for some support.....
I realised this morning that I have anxiety issues and it's getting worse!!
I like to think I'm a normal 40 year old, great life....ish! 4 children, work for myself, partner has a good job. Live in the best part of England and love it!! Healthy, great weight...always on a b**dy diet!! But I suffer with anxiety......
My friend died of skin cancer about 8 years ago....I had a mole removed which was fine!
My other friend died of pancreatic cancer 4 years ago......shortly after I was convinced I have liver/kidney problems......had tests, I was fine!
3 years ago and I think this made me worse....I had an abnormal smear, lots of treatments later I was fine!
Last year my friend died of a brain tumour, we both suffered with migraines so I'm convinced I could get it as her first warning sign was a mini stroke so whenever I get headache or a migraine I panic on top!!
2 weeks ago I had some discharge so I was convinced I had cervical cancer, I've had swobs.....all normal!!
Monday I felt a lump in my breast, doctors Tuesday, mammogram 26th.......I'm a mess! I now have tingling in my arm nearly all the time which is almost certainly my anxiety but after googling I'm now dying!!
My partner made me realise this morning that if I need to see the doc about anything then it's about my anxiety!!
I need a seriously large can of man up!!
Seriously though it's ruining my life, I'm ok inbetween episodes but once I get it in my head I've got something I'm a nightmare......I don't sleep properly, I don't eat properly.....I'm a nervous wreck till I get the all clear!!
Someone please tell me they have felt like this and there is a way out?! 🤔
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Help....just realised I have anxiety issues!!
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Luby40 · 16/03/2019 12:54
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