Hi
I've never messaged on MN before but wondered if people can help with some wise words.
I have had a rough fiveish years - splitting up with an emotionally abusive partner and was diagnosed with depression. I took ADs for 6 months and then took myself off them without telling doc. I then met someone and discovered I was pregnant a few months after (now 11 weeks).
The thing is I've started to feel down again and can't work out what it is. I don't have many friends (lost quite a few during my depressed time) but the ones I do have just keep letting me down. ie plan to go out, I look forward to it keep in diary etc etc and then they cancel with some poor excuse that could have been avoided if they planned properly.
This really hits me hard and voice in my head keeps saying 'nobody likes you..'
This has been something that has plagued me for years and I think it's low self esteem and I am supposed to have positive thought patterns but how do I do that?
Do friends let other people down or is it just me? Should I be making more effort??
Sorry if this is going on a bit but can anyone help?
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Mental health
Confused and need some advice/help
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clogsy · 26/06/2007 13:35
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