I should begin by explaining that I have an anxiety disorder which comes and goes but is normally fairly manageable. But, over the last few days, I haven't been able to sleep or eat with worry because of a fear that the kids might have contracted rabies whilst abroad.
I've just returned from a visit to Sri Lanka with the family where we came across lots of stray dogs. We were on the beach one day, and as I was watching the kids playing in the sea, I turned to see a stray dog wandering over our towels. It seemed to be seeking out crumbs from the crisps the kids had been eating earlier.
I approached the dog and started scooping the towels up from under it, thinking I'd put them to one side to stop the kids using them to dry off. Literally as I was thinking about where to put them, my son came up behind me, grabbed the towel I was holding, and used it to dry his mouth and face. I was immediately terrified of him having been contaminated by the dog\s saliva and spent the next day unable to speak or focus, demanding that he have rabies shots, and ended up being put on tranquillisers by a nurse attached to my husband's company, who stayed with me until I was asleep. (My husband is on a job out there) In the end, a second doctor said that although the risk was nil, we could still have the shots if it would put my mind at rest. We had the shots the next day.
We are now home, and I have now started obsessing over the fact that my daughter also used one of the towels I had not yet scooped up to dry her foot. (This happened while I was preoccupied with my son.) I haven;t been worried about it until now - because I know rabies can't pass through skin. However, I have just noticed a mosquito bite on my daughter's foot and I'm panicking that the bite might have been fresh/raw when she used the towel on her foot.
I am in a horrible state. My husband is still away. He says I'm passing irrational fears on to the kids and won't consent to any further treatment as he reckons the risk is nil (how he would know I don't know). I'm really aware of the danger of pasing on my fears to the kids, but can't live with this level of stress either. I'm wondering whether to go behind my husband's back and consult with a doctor anyway, although I doubt whether even that would put my mind at rest, unless s/he agreed to shots.
Any advice would be so welcome. I have taken my meds but nothing is touching it. I can't live with this fear for the next six months.
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Anxiety disorder has morphed into terrifying fear of rabies.
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flossingthepussycat · 13/08/2018 14:44
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