I have 2 under 5, I'm currently on my bed after 9 hours on and off crying and having suicidal thoughts.
I haven't felt this low since my 2nd was born .
In these 3 years I've had a very low time , it got a bit better when my eldest started nursery .
I resisted the antidepressants after my youngest was born because I wanted to get over it myself . And I felt I had.
I'm now almost 3 years on and I'm on the verge of ending myself .....
I don't want to I don't want to die . But many in a lot of back pain and things get really low for me and today has been my lowest since 2014 ...
Please any advice anything I go from low to high , high to low .
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PND 3 years on , suicidal
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Jamtoasty · 28/10/2017 22:51
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