I have changed my name as I cant cope with the shame I feel.
My husbands lies and deceipt have ground me down and down. First I felt sadness, then it got worse and worse until utter frustration kicked in. I have started to scratch my arms from top to bottom cause I dont know what else to do. He always had a problem with lying and it used to be a bit of a joke. When he would tell stories he would exaggerate. Then it got worse...the he started to gamble and now it has got so bad. I hate myself and dont know where to go. Even making him leave he still lies and I have to be nice for the kids. I want to hit him so hard until he sees how much he is hurting me . All I can do is sit and cry. Why is he doing this to me when he says he loves me
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I cant believe I have been self harming.
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kkps2 · 14/03/2007 20:49
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