I'm done, there is simply nothing left of me.
I've been looking for a job as a Social Worker for over a year now. I've been for 25 job interview. Every job application I write I get an interview as I have wonderful experience and knowledge that I find easy to put into words.
Put me in a job interview where I've got to perform though and I crumble. My feedback has always been the same. You gave a good first impression, you had some good details in your answers but others had a higher competency mark and you didn't prove your competency to a required standard to get the job.
I almost feel as if I have some kind of undiagnosed learning disability as writing down I'm fine, but I cannot think and speak my answers.
I am done now. I have lost all motivation. I was in care my whole life so have no support network. I spend 24/7 alone with my son. It's soul destroying, heart breaking and I actually feel as if I'm becoming mentally ill as a result.
The isolation and lack of mental stimulation s truly soul destroying.
I don't want anyone giving me well meaning advice that I've already heard a million times before
But is anyone or has anyone experienced this? I feel like the only person in the word who can't get a job and feel like such a failure.There's only so much rejection I can take and I've been rejected my entire life.
I did so well to beat all the odds to get a Masters degree in this subject, but I've failing at the last hurdle.
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Mental health
Unemployed and on the brink of suicide
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user1489765049 · 17/03/2017 17:25
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