Hi I'm a lurker and occasional poster. I have suffered with depression on and off for 23 years. I'm here again and feel so low. I'm so sick of this battle. I don't know what I'm hoping for from this post but im so down.
I'm almost 57, divorced and lonely. Live alone. 2 grown up kids
Both kids suffer with depression too.
My daughter is bad at the moment. On Saturday night/Sunday morning she did something really stupid that has caused her to probably loose her career. She has worked so hard to get there and now a moment of madness has ruined it. She is pushing me and her lovely partner away. This has obviously not helped my depression. But I've been ill for a while. So certainly not down to her
I've been on anti depressants for ages.just finished some private counselling which didn't help much really.
I've not gone to work today. Got half way there and started crying. I could go to the doctors but I'm not sure she can do anymore for me. This is so hard. I want to run away but I know that won't solve anything. I'm quite self aware but struggling.
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frustratedashell · 06/03/2017 10:32
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