I keep having what I now believe are intrusive thoughts. They are mainly about the world ending/end of humanity/end of civilisation. They are just thoughts. I understand that. But they are incredibly upsetting . I have very few physical symptoms. I'll occasionally shake but it's very mild. No one (I think) really knows I'm thinking these things.
I have two young children. And I'm scared about the world they're coming into. I just want to protect them from anything awful. I don't want them to know about it.
I don't understand (like many people) why we can't all just get along. But these thoughts I'm having are just awful. They are so upsetting. I went to see the GP and said I was having what I believed to be panic attacks but didn't say what specifically. I have been referred for CBT and was advised to take serteraline but I'm still breast feeding and it doesn't sit easy with me.
I dread reading the news. I dread walking round the streets for fear of reading something upsetting or these thoughts coming into my head and knowing that one day, it's all not going to be here.
I'm thinking of trying acupuncture as an interim measure but what is this? Why do I feel like this? I've got a good career, wonderful children and husband. I want to be a you only live once type of person but I literally feel like what's the point? There a big black cloud hanging over me and I just don't want to feel this way forever, with these horrible horrible thoughts.
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Anise7438 · 16/02/2017 18:51
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