Regret

[paperchase0verdone]

The biggest regret I have was living my life.
I wish I could go back 12 years and end it there.
So yes. That's it. Biggest regret was keeping on living.
Feels like now I'm to deep into this life. I can't leave my daughter as she has no one in the world (no one who's nice to her or likes her)
I regret being here. Living. That's what I would do if I could go back. End myself. 12 years ago.
Before it all went wrong. Before it all become to much. Before I realised who I was.

[lasttimeround]

I'm sorry you are finding life so hard just now.
I think wheel keeps turning sometimes life's easy, sometimes really hard but both have their purpose. Much of what I'm proudest of was born in difficulty and I couldn't see if at the time. Snd often a long while after.
Do you want to tell us what's happened or why 12 years ago marks such a line for you?