Sorry if I ramble a bit, but here goes..
I'm a new mum to a beautiful 4 month old girl and currently on maternity leave. My partner goes to work every day and is home for 5.30, his dinner is made and ready for 6 at the latest. He leaves the house at 8am and from that point on until he gets home I'm by myself with madam.
I've tried so much to meet other mums and new people but for some reason no one seems interested. It's knocked my confidence for six and on Monday I took her to a new play group. We arrived 10 minutes early and there were a handful of other parents milling about and chatting to each other. They obviously all knew one another already and one particular group of mums were stood within earshot blatantly talking about me and asking each other who the new girl was and why was I there. I smiled and tried to say hi and every single one of them turned their backs on me. I left before the group started in tears.
I've never been the most outgoing of people and always had a very small friendship group but I like to think I'm relatively approachable and nice.
I don't know what to do to stop feeling so on my own. Weekends are amazing as we spend time together as a family but I'm fed up of crying every single weekday.
I've suffered from mental health problems in the past which manifests itself in the form of Trichotillomania and I'd done so well in it mostly growing back. There's a new patch that seems to be getting bigger by the day and I'm absolutely terrified of having to go back to full wigs.
Not entirely sure why I've posted this on a national forum and I'm not expecting any replies or advice but I just needed to get it out I think.
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Feeling so isolated
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hannahpan · 22/06/2016 19:01
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