Please help me

[PippiHippo]

I've been on ADs for a while but I feel so guilty all the time and I don't want to drag other people down with me.
I'm sleeping all the time and I can't stop hurting myself

[MagpieCursedTea]

Sounds like you're really struggling. Was it the GP who prescribed the ADs? Have you had any follow up with them? Any counselling?
Recovery from MH problems can be very difficult and a bit of a roller coaster. It is possible though.

[amarmai]

sorry to read that you are not well,op. is there anyone who can give you RL support? If you are hurting yourself, maybe go to Emergency or call police as they can direct you to assistance.

[ProfessorPreciseaBug]

Does it help to understand you are not alone with feeling bad?
Truely it gets about 1/4 of us at one time in our lives. There is nothing to be guilty about any more than catching flue. ... but unlike the flue you can't give it to someone else!

Keep posting.