It's me again, and the title says it all really
I was in hospital in October, had my medication changed and things were looking so much brighter. I was really well for a good month or so, felt like the old me again (from before my PND exacerbated all of my underlying MH conditions) and life was just great.
But this week that has faded. I feel like the I'll me again. I'm constantly exhausted, and I just CBA to do anything. I'm snappy with everyone and I just feel crap. I want to hide away from everything.
I've gone 6 weeks without harming, but the thoughts are still there and they are getting stronger again.
The DCs were ill last week and waking up in the night lots. They're much better now, but DS still wakes up at least twice a night. I'm getting enough sleep each night, but I'm constantly being disrupted out of my sleep cycle by having to go and settle DS.
The house is a state because I haven't felt up to sorting it, DP and I are argueing because of the mess.
And Christmas is coming, we can't afford it so I'm making presents for everybody, but I'm running out of time. I started at the end of October and I'm only halfway through. Life just feels like it is full of stress at the moment
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I'm struggling again and I'm so fed up of it
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MummySparkle · 29/11/2015 20:14
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