Just that really - im so tired.
I try to be positive but honestly, its just a show. I just want to be fucking normal. I want to look forward without the fear of jinxing things. I want to be able to do things to our house without thinking that daring to do anything positive will bring me bad luck and to my family to and that it will be my fault.
I don't want to be dependant on medication that doesn't even work.
Can feel a really big crash approaching.
I need to go for a run but right now my anxiety wont even let me do that neither will the cold I could do some colouring but have managed to convince myself that if i do that something bad will happen.
Im not sure i can do this much longer
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Anxiety - does it ever give you any peace?
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