I don't know where to turn......I can't cope. I hate life and I don't want to be here anymore. The only thing that stops me from killing myself is the fact that my dad died when I was the same age as my son and I couldn't put them through that. Which makes me feel even more trapped.
I came out of work tonight and sat in the car for 20 mins imaging all the horrible things I could do to myself......then I remembered that I have too many things to do and if something happens to me its a whole lot of burden for everyone else. So I plodded on home and got the kids from my mum and pretended everything is ok.
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Can't do this anymore
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SausageDaRoll · 21/11/2014 21:48
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