I have bipolar and I'm a drug addict I'm currently in the midst of a depressive episode and I feel so alone and suicidal.
I don't do nothing right and I hate myself for taking drugs but they get me through the day which is why I've become so dependant so quickly. I hate everything about myself I have a damn near perfect life a loving husband a house car kids so why can't I just be happy.
I can't get out of bed each day and when I've been to crisis they have done nothing even after a failed suicide attempt. So instead I became addicted to drugs. I want to end my sad existence so much.
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Feel so alone
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Suicidal5833 · 08/02/2014 20:07
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