I took myself to see my doctor today. I am reeling from the revelations that speaking with an impartial person can help you to see. I've been diagnosed with depression which is causing me massive anxiety and she helped me to see that it was stemming from an enormously unhappy work life. I thought that because I stalked about it with friends and family so often I wasn't bottling it up but no, apparently being treated like this can eventually get into your head and cause you to doubt everything in your life
My (NHS) doctor is amazing. She listened, she didn't rush me and then she saw me again the next day where she came in early so she could fit me in.
So. How do I talk about this? My DP is beyond amazing. He is supportive and so so relieved that I am now in agreement to take any job i can achieve rather than continuing to hold out for a career move. We're also keeping it light hearted because eggshells would be awful.
I suppose my questions to those of you who have travelled this road before me are:
How long in your experience does citalopram (20mg) take to start to help? I'm currently unable to sleep but I feel very sick. Not sure if that's my anxiety or the tablets however.
How do you talk about it? My DP is amazing but I'm feeling very weirded out. It's almost surreal and I think I cried because my life outside of work is perfect for us and now my awful job has won and ruined it. We are now holding off ttc until I'm sorted and in a better place.
I don't really know why I'm awake either. I'm so tired.
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RibenaFiend · 11/04/2013 23:44
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