I wrote not long ago saying i think I'm depressed.. people. Told me it sounds like I am but I was stupid and haven't seen anyone about it yet.
I'm scared as its reality. I do not wqnt to speak to someone as I find it hard in person but I can over her.
I've been through a lot. When I was 11 my mum had a child and went through bad post natal depression I had a huge part in his upbringing. When i was 13 she had twins (partner left) and she got serve arthiritis so again I brought up them alot. From the age of 10-14 I was sexually abuded and witnessed it happen to my younger sister. He wasn't locked up.
Nearly a year ago I lost my little boy at 23weeks. And had 2 early miscarriages in august and d3cember.
I was so happy when I found out i was expecting my little boy, happiest i was in years.
I can't hide how i feel anymore, I just feel like. im in a dark hole and there is no way out. It's affecting my college work and relationship with my partner. I just want to cry. And ive had thought of hurting myself a few times but never do it just think it. No onw knows that nit even my partner. Please help :(. There's no end, I want to be happu and myself again.
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18 and depressed?
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SleepyDeer · 18/03/2013 16:47
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