Hiya, I'm a single mum of 3 kids, my youngest is 11 weeks and I have a severely disabled nearly 6 year old and an 11 year old.... I was diagnosed with severe OCD when my nearly 6 year old was born, despite suffering exactly the same thing before and after my 11 year old was born. I also suffer from bad depression, overall, I was diagnosed with Postnatal Depression after my 11 year old was born, saw a psychiatrist, had it years, then when my nearly 6 year old was born, I suffered again, much much worse though, was nearly hospitalised, no one was around to do admissions as it was the May Weekend, my dad had taken me straight to A&E, I was referred to a psychologist and was diagnosed straight away with severe ocd with depression. I got over it much quicker than I did after my 11 year old.
The thoughts are based on my new baby, sexual abuse thoughts, HATE writing this I am so scared I will do something sexual to the baby, today is just off the scale and I am really panicking, soo scared. I am on citalopram 40mg now and was on Diazepam 5mg three times a day for moments like this, I have been at a new Dr's surgery since last year and they are not so understanding as my old dr's surgery, my dr there knew me inside and out and prescribed Diazepam until I felt better, my new surgery took it off me a couple of weeks ago but I REALLY need it again until I am over this again....Please can someone help me, talk to me about their experiences please? Thankyou for taking time to read this
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Wannabnormal · 30/12/2012 20:13
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