Hi all, i was diagnosed with post-natal depression back in May 2010 3 months after DS2 was born. Me and DH hadnt been getting on and had nearly split up on a few occasions since DS1 was born Jan 2008. I saw a doctor in 2009 when i felt low but was told all was ok. When i finally got my diagnoses after DS2 i was so pleased as i was possibly going to get some relief to the sadness i felt with life. After treatment with my doctor, getting assessed and getting some councelling, my life has been the best ive ever known it to be.
Ive been studying Psychology with the open university since DS1 in the hope to give me some thing for myself, and have in the last few months got my self some part time work, so life is really really good. But this is the big big but, I used to enjoy the odd glass of wine of an evening, more than often only at a weekend when me a DH would enjoy a few chilling out, or with friends getting together. Now i find myself wanting to have a glass most nights, and then its never just a glass. Why because lives really good right now? Yes i still have and probably will for a few years yet have issues with being a mum, as its just not for me although i adore my boys, i feel they would benefit alot more if i could afford to work fulltime, as i would appriecate my time with them more other than feeling tired about never being away from them.
I dont know anyone or have anyone to talk to that feels like i do so feel so alien. :(
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Well on the mend but not happy with my want for alcohol??
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didsnbump · 21/11/2011 23:51
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