ok, so I can now pin point a few of depression triggers. I won't bore you all with the long story of my depression & it's past episodes.
This time I have really explored my life, and can see a few links. These include my family & how they treat me & being bullied as a child.
I have heard of people writing letters to past bullies ( never sending them), to try & put the issues to bed. Has anyone done this & has it worked?
Now, my family is another issue. I wish I could tell them how they make me feel, but it would only make matters worse. Things have happens in the past, which I don't think they would believe has happend & I would be left out even more as a result of exposing. I can't cut them out of my life, as I couldn't live with the guilt of not letting DS know his family. Any ideas on how to process this would be great.
Writing this has me flooding in tears, because I hate this & will do anything to make it stop.
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How to have peace with myself?
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houmousandcarrotsandwich · 02/08/2011 19:00
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