I am so fed up, tired, crying all the time. I work sometimes as much as 50/55 hours a week, with no or very little break during the day. I get no lunch break, or tea break or able to go to the loo. I have a mindee who screams andscreeches and sticks to me like a limpet, who can make themselves sick if I move 2 cm away from them, I have one who refuses to eat anything I make and only wants to live on cheesy wotsits and rich tea and throws everything else across the room,yesterday it was tinned ravioli which was hurled the length of living room then he hit me while I was taking him out high chair, same child (who isn't 2 yet) has the most awful tantrums. had one for 30 mintues yesterday full on screaming because I wouldn't let him have the house phone to play with.
The house is a complete shit tip. There are piles of washing to washed, piles to be folded and sorted for ironing. I haven't cleaned the upstairs bathroom for more than a week.
I want to leave DH. i want out, we live in a village on a military base. its so small that everyone knows ifyou fart, and I ahve this real feeling of boredom and anger with the MOD /military/ this place at the mintue.
Dh is IMO being very selfish and unreasonable, he stormed out in a huff last night because I amde a comment on facebook about being knocked off my feet by"manic kids on bikes on the way to school". That's exactly what I wrote, he stormed off, telling me "If I stay here with you another minute then it'll be dangerous" I interpreted that as threat. There ar elots of other issues with how I feel towards DH at the minute and things he's said - thats half the problem how he says things.
I also am sick to the back teeth of being in pain, sick of the DSes arguing and bickering and moaning.
I just want to pack a bag a go
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I think my depression is back and I don't know how to deal with it
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Saltire · 24/06/2011 13:12
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