As title says - I feel really bad just now. Started about a month ago, can't really pinpoint the trigger but having a tough time at work and problems with my relationship with DH which seem to have affected everything else.
Self esteem is very low and I feel old, fat and worthless
Had a similar episode two years ago, had some counselling paid for by work and got through it eventually. I contemplated going to my GP to ask for anti-depressants but didn't and managed to get things back on track without them. At the time I didn't think I was depressed although the counsellor said I probably was.
Things came to a bit of a head today, been a really hectic week and been really looking forward to time off. Didn't really sleep well and DD woke me up early. Ended up telling DD off(I thought she was being rude and cheeky - she's not usually like that) and ended up in tears. Tried to hide it from DD but she came upstairs and I broke down, feel awful as children shouldn't see their mum cry for no good reason . I've just watched the Royal Wedding Highlights and now feel awful that in years to come DD.will remember it as the day mum cried
This afternoon I did actually try to phone my GP to make an appointment for next week but stupidly forgot they'd be closed until Tuesday
Now I don't know what to do, should I see the GP next week? I've had more time to think about it and don't know if I want to go on ADs - bit scared of side affects/not being able to come off them etc.
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Having a hard time at the moment and spoiled DDs day today
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backonthechaingang · 30/04/2011 00:44
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