And I'm really hoping that I'm not the only one to do irrational things when ill.
When I was really poorly I did some crazy things.
I made a little nest of blankets between the wall and the bed and hid the baby there because I was convinced somebody was coming to steal her.
I nearly left her in the changing room of Debenhams, I had a moment where I thought I could just walk away from her and it would be like nothing had happened.
I took her to A&E and lied saying she'd had a convulsion when really I was so sure that somebody was coming to get us and I thought we'd be safe there.
There are a few smaller things too but those are the main ones, The ones that keep me awake at night with guilt.
I just need to tell somebody, I'm hoping that getting it out will help me come to terms with it.
Theres so much more to all this than getting better isn't there? There is all the aftermath to with too.
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Can i just get this out because the guilt is killing me
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Memoo · 16/02/2011 17:04
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