I'm 36 weeks now and starting to panic about labour. I don't know how I want to give birth. I had an epidural last time so feel like I didn't give birth if that makes sense at all. I know stupid.
I had a second degree and a episiotomy with a vontuse to get my baby out.
Was in hospital for a week both me and baby had an infection and I had a bit of a break down as couldn't sleep for days. I was convinced the epidural and pethidine made me loose my mind as I really didn't feel like myself after. Although I have no proof of that.
I want to have a natural birth but terrified ill have a fourth degree and all the intervention but be able to feel it. I have so much scar tissue I don't feel like I could possibly stretch. I'm getting so anxious not knowing what I should go for. I want a more positive birth this time as I really hated how medicalized my first was and how I couldn't move in labour and think it contributed to my having pnd. I'm convinced that maybe I wouldn't of needed so much intervention if I didn't have an epidural.
Sorry if that doesn't make much sense.
Can people share their experiences of second births please?
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Scared of having second birth :(
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Needadviceplz · 20/01/2020 14:19
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