I've more recently noticed how odd my mum is and how hard it is to live with her since coming back from uni and living away from home for a while. I hate talking badly of my mum as we are close and we do get on sometimes. But... she is always the reason I cry and get angry these days and it's really affecting my confidence and general happiness.
Since a young age she has always been bossy with me, expected the best and compared me to other children 'why can't you be more like ...' was a normal thing I'd hear! And the usual 'why are you so shy - you're weak' - which now I realise is probably because she knocked all the confidence out of me. She used to sometimes say she hated me! But even in my twenties now she carries on, treating me like a child, shouting at me over the smallest things (e.g. leaving a light on).
I am actually quite concerned for her as she gets into extreme rages, this has always been the case, it's like stepping on egg shells in my own home. Even in public she used to swear and shout at me over the smallest thing which I don't see as normal!
It's like she can't control getting irritated to the point of extreme anger over nothing!
At home there isn't a day that goes by without her moaning about 200 times about anything and everything and her getting really angry at me or my dad and shouting and turning into a massive mood. She used to say I was weird for being single, now that I have a boyfriend that occasionally comes round she moans as she doesn't want to wash an extra towel for him and let him use up more water!! (She has plenty of money to afford water!) it seems like everything is a negative to her.
I have been trying to be positive around her but that doesn't make a difference, I just don't know how to stop her being so grumpy, angry and rude! Has anyone experienced similar that can help??
She can go from being lovely and smiley with people to then being in a huge mood or bitching about them to me/ my dad. Or to being friendly with me to suddenly extremely annoyed and sometimes upset.
As a child she found anything she could to shout at me for; being a tomboy, shy, on the skinny side, single. That's mainly stopped as there's less to moan at me about, but anything she can pick at me for she will. Before I got a summer job she said 'you're never going to be able to get a job are you let's be honest'. What a horrid thing to say when I was stressed about being unemployed!! She's had a go at me for just about everything, most things very personal which get to me as I'm sensitive and a lot of nights the comments make me cry before I go to sleep I can't stand it!
If I was to make the smallest comment about her she would start shouting and get extremely nasty to me!
How do I attempt to change her negative ways and have a normal relationship with my mum?? Ive tried being snappy back, saying nothing and laughing it off but it doesn't work she's oblivious to what her words do. I want her to talk to me like a friend not a naughty horrible child!! Ideally I would like to move out with my boyfriend but he may want to live with friends or stay at home longer - he doesn't know my issues with my Mum to this extent as it's embarrassing to talk about. So I need to be able to live with her for longer! Help!
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louise197 · 11/08/2018 23:13
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