I have been looking for a job in my field for just over a year. I've had 26 interviews and been rejected each time. 26 rejections!!!!!
I have two more job interviews next week. One on Tuesday and one on Wednesday.
I have watched all my friends walk into jobs when they're not any better than me. I've had the most tragic and horrific life so far and I've finally qualified in my field and now yet another hurdle.
The only way I can describe myself is angry,frustrated but more than anything else, weary. So so weary of it all.
I honestly can't see how I can even go to these next two job interviews. I have the skills and experience but I just cannot seem to get the job. I do well but not well enough. I'm newly qualified and the jobs go to people already in a qualified role.
I feel I need to take a step back. The depression is destroying me now. I'm so so weary, tired and depressed from the job hunt and I actually worry that another rejection will simply tip me
Over the edge. I'm suicidal.
The happy, positive and confident woman had gone. I don't even know who I am anymore. I do not recognise myself. I don't think I'd even have it in me to do a good interview. I can barely smile never mind perform in such a stressful situation like a job interview where I've got to formulate answers and be fully alert. I just don't have it in me anymore. I can't do this anymore.
AIBU to not go to these interviews and instead, take a break from job hunting and get some mental health support?
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To not go to this job interview when I'm so incredibly weary and depressed
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user1493797837 · 03/05/2017 23:50
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